Rewind

After a long long time, I managed to stay up till almost 5 am today. Certainly, not realizing how time passed by as I read through old chat conversations, things written in the past, previous blog posts and all of that. You know how it is, on one of those retrospective days, when you don’t realize that you are smiling away to glory. And here I am, once again, wanting to pen down a few things.

Change is obvious but not always pleasant. Now, this may sound strange but nevertheless…Like all other things around, I bumped into change too. Now I don’t mean laughing out on old pictures with funny clothes or hair. Rather, I suddenly see this change that I never realized all this while. It was a sudden bump and a shocking one. Like, I start observing drastic differences or inabilities so to say. To talk about some, I used to write a decent bit earlier, but I don’t now. No that’s not what it is, I don’t think I can do that well now. I don’t think I can talk to the not so close with the same ease as before. And so goes the list…

The thoughts, the conversations, the perceptions, the opinions, the doings and the undoings – everything lacks the simplicity it did. It’s just not the same. Some may call it better, others may think it to be coming of age, but me – I don’t like it! I like the earlier me – the sheer spontaneity that made life so much more beautiful.

And with this, begins my attempt to rewind. To go back with a forward movement. To learn more yet unlearn. To grow further holding on to the roots. An attempt to make a retrospective day in the future a lot more fun and a lot more me!

Having said that, I must say it was a fun experience that most of us may have experienced – reading through stupid meaningless conversations, silly arguments, conversations that lasted for hours and some that felt like hours, the bonding with some that would have never happened otherwise, the trivial and the not so trivial, the pestering souls and the loving ones, the avoiding and the waiting, it was all here! A big thanks to google chat & blogspot and a tight hug to all those who made this day the way it is. Muah!